I feel like a failure. Scatch that. I AM a faliure. I'll never finish college. I'll never be a journalist. I'll never be the daughter my parents dream of and I'll never be a worthy friend. I'll never be what I want to be. So why bother?
I don't know you but what I do know of you, you don't seem like the person to give up. you're not a failure! Don't look so far into your future and see the negatives, concentrate on college and you'll get through it.
Your parents, no matter what they do to each other no doubt love you and couldn't hope for anything better. Any expectations they have of you shouldn't matter, be who you want to be not who they want you to be.
What's a worthy friend?? Your friends are your friends because they want to be and because of who you are, don't doubt your capabilities when people surround you. You can be surrounded by people and feel completely alone but usually they're there for a reason
Keep smiling hon, good things will come your way soon enough! x
*Huggles you tightly* My Lozzykins :(
You are going to pass college. Y'know why? Because you work your butt off for the grades, and you do amazingly. Because you put the time in, and I bet not everybody does that. And because you deserve to acheieve your goals 100 infernitum percent.
You're a more than worthy friend. You're my best friend Lauren, and I'd know better than anyone if you weren't good enough. You are a wonderful person, don't let anybody EVER, EVER tell you different okay?
Sure, we haven't seen each other much lately, and I'm really irritated that nobody told me there was a party arranged for Sat, and I wish I'd known earler and I'm sorry I've let you down again. And I'm really sorry I've suddenly been given a ton of maths homework *Pouts angrilly* I am going to get EVERYTHING done over today, Fri and Sat and we are going to spend EVERY second of Sunday (morning aside ;-)) of Sunday together okay? And we are going to have a bloody fantastic Easter.
You. Are. Not. A. Failiure in ANY shape or form.
Believe me when I say that.
All my love,
Your Saziikins xxx